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Here is what my dress will look like. Minus the lace parts....I think I'm just going to have it in the light purple trim

So today I decided not to be mean and wake John up early. I figure it would give me some time to sit and start looking things up for the wedding. I have a few ideas in mind for colors and what not. But I still haven't figured that out. My dress is going to be handmade, my mom is going to cater and make the cake. I'm going to have my step-father take the pictures and probably go to the meet up for here for the honeymoon. I figure if my family is in the business of catering and photography, then why not use them. :P



Plus I don't feel like paying someone to do all that shit when my parents are the best to me. This is going to be the cheapest wedding ever.

I am now engaged. I may not have gotten a ring, but I don't need one. We love each other and that is what matters.



Plus I wouldn't wear a ring anyways. :P

O.O

For the first time in 19 years, my real father made contact with me.



I don't know what to think.

Well I went to the hospital last night. I sat there for like 4 hours, was seen for all of 5 minutes by someone that wasn't even a Dr. They didn't even look at the rash. They took a throat culture and told us to wait. When they did come back they told us they didn't know what it was so they were going to treat it as an allergy. Thing is I have allergy problems and I know how my body reacts. This isn't how it does that.



So now I have a prescription for Benadryl and something else for something that didn't even get looked at.



-.-

Ok, so I made an attempt to go to the hospital last night for this rash. I couldn't find a way there. So I figure I can wait until today. No way there again. Now its to the point I NEED to go. I just put anti-itch cream on and its causing it to burn. Not to mention it has spread all over my body.



T_T I want my health back.

*booty dances*



I am in the mood to listen to hip hop tonight.



It makes the tree look better :P



Oh I'm going to post a pic of my tree tomorrow.

*news update*



I'm uber itchy....





That is all

I'm so happy...



I'm getting my Christmas wish..well one of them.



I'm getting a Christmas tree to put up. ^_^



I am so happy.

-.-



I have a huge rash on my stomach and my back.....



I want to know where it came from...





And dammit, I can't stop being itchy.

So far today has been good. Woke up, checked my emails, did some Kwismas fights, woke the bear in my bed up and I'm just sitting around relaxing. I need to still go up to the SA and see about getting some help for the bills that were due today.



Hopefully I can get it.

Today has been a good day. I made a nice dinner. I'm sitting here enjoying VR and playing Dofus. I figure I can have a nice day in the house and with good food.



We have the windows open and talking a lot. I love this.

I hate having heartburn...

I just realized my one of best friends are going crazy..



First it was the dropping of the brain and now its the song..



And I'm actually rocking out to the song too.





*slaps head*

Cause you know its over....keep you drink and give me the money its just you and your hand tonight



i'm going to kill him

So last night I went to bed extremely early. I wasn't feeling all that great. Things were just not going right.



Though I did get a gift card in the mail for my birthday. I went and bought myself a nice fuzzy purple bathrobe. Oh and some panties.....



Now I'm sitting here trying to figure out things....



I think I should just not care but I do.

Tool is great to listen to when you aren't feeling all to hot.



I think I will add it to my list of music to play while in shitty mood.

So last night I decided to go to bed early. I laid down and fell asleep the moment I hit the pillow. About 3 hours later I hear someone pounding on the door. Our friend Josh was attacked by his ex-wife. We let him in and he was also drunk. Not sad curl up and drink sorrow away drunk, but loud make more noise then needed drunk. Needless to say, I didn't get back to sleep until 6 am...





I'm not happy. Hes over in the area with my computer and I'm now using my boyfriends computer. I don't like this.



-.-



*side note* Any fucktards want to mess with me today are going down. I DON'T CARE

Ok so I thought I was doing great at not killing people. For some reason I feel violent tonight. I guess its the weather.



Oh and I found out that my cousin may not get to leave the hospital for Christmas. I wish they could figure what else besides the Cystic Fibrosis is making him this way....

Well I love how my ex decides to message me today....



*pulls knife out* I swear if he tries to mess with me I'm going to cut his manly parts off..



-.-

Why I don't leave my house



Tampa, FL

Humidity: 61%

Visibility: 10 mi

Dewpoint: 66

Wind: W 3 mph

Sunrise: 7:12 am

Sunset: 5:35 pm

As reported at 12:54 PM



Current Temperature

81°F

o.O



Ok, so the A/C breaker label is wrong



I flipped it off and on and it was the living room....Out goes my internet.



Apparently the bedroom switch is what goes to the A/C.

I woke up to a call from my mom wishing me a happy birthday. I couldn't help but laugh at the fact the dog was barking while she was singing. It was so cute.



I also need to start dinner early. I don't feel like waiting for my food tonight.

^_^

Happy Birthday to me.....

I have been wondering why the final song for Guitar Hero 3 is a song that is done on a fiddle?



It is a great song, but shouldn't they do a song that is done on a guitar if its Guitar Hero?

Now I see why Jonathon hates this composer.



He has like 4 notes over and over....



Poor Bassman

So in just a few hours I will turn 19. I will also have a nice dinner, a chocolate cake, and some fun things to do.



I can't wait.

I have less than a day until my birthday. I can't wait for midnight....



I want my cake so bad....

I just got a message from an old friend of mine. He has some extra money and he is going to wire it to us Friday. That is so awesome. I can't wait.



That means the bills will get paid.

Well in 2 days I will be 19 years old. It seems that this year has gone by so fast. For being 19 I really don't have much to show.



I have a family that doesn't call me or talk to me, I have all of 5 dollars to my name, I will probably lose my apartment at the end of the month, I am sick and have no health insurance, I have no friends anymore, and I don't leave the house.



Considering a year ago I was sitting in a drug rehab things only are a little better.



The only thing good in life right now is the fact that I have my boyfriend. He is my only family now.

Today was interesting. We got up early. Paid the bills. Realized we have all of 5 dollars to our name. I got turned down as an egg donor because of how old I am. And figured that by the new year we will be homeless.



I don't know what to do anymore. I just wish we can get some money soon. I have tried all my options and nothing. We will have a small Christmas and thats it.



After that life goes downward.

I actually took time today to sit down and watch a movie. The odd thing was since I haven't seen the movie in a while I decided to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. It was nice to sit with John and watch a movie. I just realized that we watched 2 movies today. I'm so proud of myself.



I added a banner to the top of my page, redid my myspace, and made some graphics for a friend. Today has been better than I was expecting.



Can't wait for tomorrow.

I can't believe I'm tired already.



This can't be a good sign.

ice cream in a bag :P

i feel so special today





might make a nice dinner today



stuffing, fried apples, and pork



hmm that sounds so good right now...

*sings loudly and off tune*





wow i need to chill on the mt. dew today



i know i can sing, but i'm having too much fun

i hate nightmares

Why is it every so often I get a random message from Andrew?



It is starting to scare me.

I made cookies...again



I really love making cookies and things like that. Its how I am now.



I'm turning into a house girlfriend.



Its fun.

Songs that should never be covered.



Happy Christmas(War is Over)-John Lennon



I saw that Sheryl Crow redid it. GAH!



I can understand TSO remaking songs, but they make them awesome.



Happy Christmas is a classic done by a legend. Don't mess it up.

So yeah I can't seem to stop bleeding now.



Maybe if my boyfriend wasn't such a hard biter during playtime I wouldn't have this issue.

Did you know they make a roast flavored pork roast?



I just realized that we had one and I'm going to make it for dinner tonight. I wonder if it tastes all roasty.

I have 9 days until my birthday.



I have to say I really don't have any friends anymore.



I have sent out 4 bulletins on myspace about a birthday party. No one has said anything about coming to it.





I hate life.

For some reason the air isn't on and I'm freezing my little butt off.



I need to learn how to make body heat.

I want a puppy





But I don't have the money for one.

In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed to stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods:



On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping.

(Shoot, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair.)



On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.

(the shoplifter special)?



On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap,"

(and that would be how???....)



On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost."

(but, it's "just" a suggestion).



On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down."

(well...duh, a bit late, huh)!



On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating."

(...and you thought????...)



On packaging for a Rowena iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body."

(but wouldn't this save me more time)?



On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication."

(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5-year-olds with head-colds off those forklifts.)



On Nytol Sleep Aid -- "Warning: May cause drowsiness."

(and...I'm taking this because???....)



On most brands of Christmas lights -- "For indoor or outdoor use only."

(as opposed to...what)?



On a Japanese food processor -- "Not to be used for the other use."

(now, somebody out there, help me on this. I'm a bit curious)



On Sainsbury's peanuts -- "Warning: contains nuts."

(talk about a news flash)



On an American Airlines packet of nuts -- "Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts."

(Step 3: maybe, ooh...fly Delta?)



On a child's Superman costume -- "Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly."

(I don't blame the company. I blame the parents for this one.)



On a Swedish chainsaw -- "Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals."

(Oh my ..was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)



Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the stupidity.

Its way to early for me.



I made a deal with the sun, I get to sleep later. And its not fair I'm up before it.







Oh and I can't wait to do things soon. ^_-



I'm going to rock.

So I decided to send out an open invite for my birthday on myspace.



Considering how often people actually talk to me I doubt anything will happen.



Meh



I will just have the cake to myself. :P

So far today has been an interesting day. I woke up early, ate something to hold me over, pulled dinner out, and made a few graphics. Tomorrow I have that test for Verizon to do FIOS tech work. The extra money will be nice to have. We aren't going to make rent this month and that worries me.



I don't want to go homeless. I'll figure something out soon.